Aug 11, 2009

this is why i dislike to be away. silence. disconnection. it hurts. it brings up a general malaise, and i don't know what to do. locked behind a thick rubber wall. can you hear me scream? even my joints hurt under this weight. a storm brews inside. can you see the rain through my eyes?
away. removed. alone.
save me.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

But you write the same things - "alone", "disconnected" - when you aren't "away"...If friends are friends,it shouldn't be a problem to hear from them or stay tuned... If you don't want to be so sad, maybe you should understand what's really happening...
I don't know... sometimes we look for our future in the wrong place because we want it to be the way we have imagined...but it isn't there and we have to search somewhere else...