Feb 26, 2009

oltre alla beffa, il danno

e' gia' difficile di per se' venire a sapere di non essere il miglior amico di qualcuno via FB o posts sul blog, senza che sia necessario anche vederselo sbattere in faccia.

davvero mi chiedo cos'ho fatto di male...

Feb 24, 2009

do we speak the same language here?

i guess the message didn't go through the first time around.
or maybe it's me, my weakness, my hatred for confrontation. i let you patronize me; i tried to forget and let it go, and what i get in return is condescension. you do know how to crush with carefully selected words, arranged neatly to underline your moral superiority.
things will really never be the same again. you came like a hurricane. go ahead, take it, it's all yours. enjoy. but spare me the act.
no wonder i don't trust women.

Feb 23, 2009

name your price


i'll trade you

my dream
for someone else's

Feb 20, 2009

too late


there's no turning back
too late's come and gone

(had i asked in time, would you have said yes?)

Feb 19, 2009

lives

one taken
one given
i'm sorry
congrats
next time
be happy
i know
i won't

Feb 16, 2009

double-edged sword

"oh, don't worry. if you need help, call her. she's always willing to help."


i know it's what i do.
it's what i want to do.
so why did that make me feel so cheap?
but being ignored makes me feel even cheaper.

Feb 14, 2009

شکریہ

for being you~

2/14,1210-2

Feb 4, 2009

come to the ivory tower, we have cookies

"For all its claims to the contrary, graduate education does not seem to enhance the mental freedom of many students, some of whom are psychologically damaged by the experience. As Newhouse suggested -- perhaps more rhetorically than seriously -- graduate school these days seems to have a lot in common with mind-control cults."

[http://chronicle.com/jobs/news/2004/06/2004062801c.htm]

Feb 1, 2009

safer


wasted time building castles with sand
and every night i'll watch them fall and slip through my hand

and just when i think i'm on top i wonder how i'll get back down
and just then the moment is lost, i stumble and i hit the ground